heart

I don't want lots of money.
I want my children to be happy and healthy.
I want to succeed at my job.
I want people to see that no matter how tough I act on the outside, I am a complete different person on the inside. HUGE heart. Caring, sensitive. Nothing I wouldn't do for you.
I just want security.
I want when someone stares me in my eyes and promises to be by my side forever, for them to uphold that to the fullest extent, as would I.
I don't want to be lonely.
I don't want to do it by myself anymore.
I want to be happy, content, and loved.
Apparently I just don't deserve it. Or just can't figure out how to keep it.
I live and breathe for my 2 kids. No one else. Nothing else. They are the only 2 things keeping my heart beating.